As you are out there in the world walking the path of the HUMAN, I invite you to see your PERSONALITY for what it truly is. I invite you to SEE who you have always been. I invite you to see yourself for what you truly ARE. There never has been a day where you have not been YOU. Accepting this is accepting the ridiculousness, the ludicrousness and the chaos of what has been called your personality.
Sweet Angel, there is a hole in your HEART, just like there is a hole in your MIND and like there is a hole in your BELLY; a hole in the three KAKRA systems that you have used to CREATE your REALITY. Your focus on and your consciousness existing within these points is what is needed to make you APPEAR as whole again.
These metaphorical holes I am talking about are truly only energy that was taken away from you. It wasn’t taken far but instead was used to create what you now perceive as your outer reality. It is your own energy that forms this linear landscape and heavily influences the inner ones at all times.
What is needed is for this energy, which to this day still BELONGS to you, to move back into you so that these metaphorical holes can be filled up again. It is one way of describing the spiritual spiral you are on.
To go deeper: the CONSTRUCT I have just illustrated is what forms your personality at the beginning of each one of your incarnations. It grows, expands and eventually shrinks by no other means than separated interaction with itself. It feeds off itself, you could say.
This is the mechanism of your personality and although it sounds unpleasant at first, all you need to realize to make the change into consciousness is that this parasite in your beingness does not need to be destroyed – it just needs to be reworked, beloved Master and YES, it is within your power to effect this change.
You will carry this construct with you until you hit the point you now describe as ‘ascension’, either of Self or of all matter – the effect will be similar. This energy I have now described will neutralize its form and will return to you, to ‘fulfill’ you once again.
In truth this feeling I am describing is an illusion and such are the needs in your life. I am adding this to my little tale because it is important for you to truly realize that this energy that has punched metaphorical holes in your beingness by being removed from you, or so it appears, has always been a part of you; only it was programmed and ‘formed’ by another beingness or the plural thereof instead of your own.
This, of course, is only true on THIS level of reality you now experience. When going through the ascension process, there comes a point where these illusions can no longer touch you and that is why I am telling you that this energy will return to you in a neutralized state.
It is this energy, seemingly ‘taken’ from all conscious creators that enter this hologram just prior to birth, that set up the system you now call the matrix WITHIN the hologram of vibration you call life. Never make the mistake of seeing both concepts as one, for they most surely are not.
From a certain point of view, you could say the hologram of life is similar to your body and the matrix of personality you live in is like a cancer unto that body. You can experience this both on a microscopic level (within the body) and on a macroscopic one (within the daily reality the body exists in).
Just as the body develops a cancer most assuredly so by no other means than a specific set of continuously repeated negative and fear-based thoughts that can EASILY be changed by the return of consciousness to a being’s daily experience thereby effectively and chemically changing that person’s thoughts and the effects of those thoughts on the body, so too can the return of consciousness to a person’s life create not only a different OUTLOOK on life but a complete change of the things that happen or don’t happen within that life.
I am aware that most of you KNOW all of this but I am repeating it for the sake of you stepping into the REALITY EXPERIENCE of it. Believe me when I say, free of fear and full of optimism and passion, that the world as you know it is already in the process of changing and that you can see the evidence of it everywhere, from science to your own backyard.
YOU and your CHOICES and what you choose TO BE TODAY and every day that remains between the day you connect to these words and the changes I am talking about, will DIRECTLY AFFECT not only your personal inner and outer experience of life but that of all beings conscious and unaware.
You have not simply found all of this truth throughout your life because the THEORY of it will benefit you and all things. You have chosen to find it and it has chosen to find you because when YOU and TRUTH combine, ACTION is the RESULT. A good reminder to be included in this discussion of ours today, it would seem.
All that being said, instead of thinking of yourself as A BEING with holes in it, a non-complete being, which is what you often think you are, think of yourself as a GRAND MASTER who has chosen to create these holes, to put this energy ‘out there’ into the realms of the undefined and see what would come back. The good news is that we now know that ‘what came back’ during all the linear years of your soul’s evolution in this hologram has turned out to be nothing less than the perfection you originally sent out.
When you will see it validated that your personality will return to you in a pristine state of energy neutrality, when you will see that all of these things that you thought were experiences or expressions of pain and suffering will turn to good, only then will you see and realize the true meaning of the meaningless.
When this happens to you and believe me it will, you will once again understand the necessity of order within the chaotic. You will know that no matter how hard anyone could ever try, chaos on its own cannot exist; it needs divine order in its core or it could not be experienced by you – let alone expressed.
This, my loves, is what makes your life an adventure beyond anything you can ever imagine. See all that will now happen in the coming years from this point of view and then action your vision to make it so. The time you sit in now and the years ahead is the last piece of this particular adventure, this riddle, to be explored.
Oneness will be restored to All Things and you play a vast and ever so needed part in that happening – more so this day than the one that came before and so it will continue to build up until the time comes that you simply no longer can say NO to action and you say YES to the true sight that your eyes can cast on your world and life.
That day is when our voices will no longer resound through others. It will be the day when your vibrations and ours are able to exist within the same landscape of reality yet again; the day we will shake hands as the brothers and sisters and the One Being that you and I truly are.
It is your ascension day and it is happening sooner rather than later, if you let it.
Now you know how.
I Love You.
Kuthumi lal Singh
Taken from "Ascension Radio: an exploratory talk with Kuthumi"
Channeled by Jeshua ben Ekara - May 10th 2009
in Antwerp, Belgium