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I was just accepted to this group this morning and am eternally grateful.

I was at the end of my rope. I felt no hope left for my life.

I felt very alone, unseen, misunderstood. Since my mother's death two years ago this summer to cancer I have had no one else to talk to in my life about spirituality.

My lovely girlfriend as much as she loves me does not share my passion or interest for these things as I do.

More over life seems to be getting steadily more crummy for me over the last couple years since her death. I have always done my best to live love and walk in the footsteps of spiritual masters before me. This has been a process I have refined with the help and guidance of Source.

It seems that I have received constant resistance and punishment for choosing to live a higher vibration in a lower vibrational world.

I have done my best to deal with constant tribulations with grace and faith.

Yesterday was my limit.

I was fired from my job for no reason. My girlfriend and I have little money. We love each other immensely but suffer at our jobs and lives away from each other.

Despite my deep understanding of higher levels of reality, I could not seem to manifest the life I feel we both deserve.

I have prayed often over the last two months for guidance, some measure of understanding that I am not alone in my understanding and views.

And then your acceptance email showed up.

Finding my way to your Videos was truly a Godsend for me.

Thank you all for this.

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  • Dearest Patrick,

    First of all a very warm welcome. Your story gave me goosebumps, I am so glad that you found your way to the videos. And that you are here now!. Enjoy, dearest Patrick!

    Much love, Amy 

  • Dearest Patrick, Yes!!! Welcome home!
    We can start ... safely take off our heavy boots now! This manic mental matrix (now rapidly dying ... hurrah!!!) had almost squeezed the living daylights out of us; but not quite! It hadn't reckoned with our tenacity ... and our star-borne stubbornness to never say die!!! ... oh no... one does not say that to the Ancient Spirit of Imzaia Lemurians!!! Hihihi ... may The Great Work continue ... and may we shake off the shackes that bore us down ... and break free! Here's to Life!!! Cheers!!!
    Please may I point you to Kwan Yin's latest blog (see link below). The message is deeply profound. It's a massive , swirling energy vortex of powerful creative potential. So rich and dynamic ... so inviting! I have to say , I feel excited by it.
    What a wild ride. Freedom!
    Much love to you
  • Thank you so much for being here, dear Patrick.  Your story touched me deeply, and while I can't speak for everyone, there are likely similarities in most if not everyone's 'stories' here in one way or another. You are not alone in that nor in moving forward buoyed by the great love I can attest to exists here in abundance. For me, it is a welcome home bigger than any doormat one could create in physical terms, taking us all to infinite places and experiences and a love we have yearned for...forever. Aloha and Shalalea!

    Love, Amber 

  • Welcome, My dearest brother Patrick, ur in amazing company now! The hardest part is over, u found ur home! There is so much Love here for you! We all have experienced the illusions you speak of in our own way, you will see that you got this! You got this! Don't ever forget that you are never alone, and that u are loved!!! Welcome home!!! Namaste

    • Aww thank you so much and Namaste!
  • Dearest Patrick, Your words touch my heart very deeply. I, and all of us I know, are honored to have you here. The love in your beautiful heart shines through your sharing. Many of us can so relate to what you write. I'm so very very happy for you that you have found this work, really have no words to express this to you. Except to say that we are a family here. It really feels like a reunion as the details might be different but the construct is the same. In a way, at least to me, it feels that many of us just had to 'hang in there' and keep ourselves intact. I know that as you experience this work that you have so beautifully found your way to, you will know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that it was all worth it. Because it brought you here. And the truth is that we are entering a very different space. A space that celebrates what we call the 'active intredients' namely Love, Joy, Freedom, Truth, and Life. There is a home here for you. There is so much on this site to explore. Ascended Life has a tremendous amount of information to share with us. And loves to do so. We welcome your sharing, your comments and questions. Please feel free to send them in. And feel free to connect to us anytime. It's why we're here. I send you the warmest of hugs just for who you are and look forward to many many expansive moments together. I very much look forward to getting to know you better. Know that you are loved by all of us here. With great respect for you, Orchid

    • Thank you Orchid. Know that I am smiling through tears at your words. I can't wait to get to know you and share my unique perspective of the universe. Thanks from the bottom of my heart for your warm welcome and we'll wishes. It does me a world of good.
  • Thank you for your beautiful presence here dear Patrick 

    Love you very much


    • Thank you Merya much love from me to you as well.
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